[F4M] SUICIDE NOTE [Script Fill][Snuff][Disturbed][Fdom][Twisted GFE][Hateful][Necrophilia][Spite][Liar][Rape]

 This script WAS NOT WRITTEN BY ME. This was written by the former u/sprinklefist, pre-exodus. I added the tags. 

[F4M] SUICIDE NOTE [Snuff][Disturbed][Fdom][Twisted GFE][Hateful][Necrophilia][Spite][Liar][Rape]

To my eternal love,

I am sorry but being alive has become too painful for me. I am alone and I am a failure. I know you are always with me and love me and

care for me. But I have carried this burden for so many years, before you met me. You changed my life for the better and kept me alive

much longer than I ever should have. You're so beautiful and intelligent. I did not ever deserve to be with you. I am sorry to leave you

and that I was such a coward. I can't imagine what it will be like to find my dead body. I think I will hang myself. I put the barrel of

a shotgun in my mouth but I couldn't pull the trigger. I cried thinking about you finding me like that. A bloody mess everywhere. It's

wrong. I can't do that to you. I feel so isolated from the rest of the world and I don't know why. I can't even force myself to smile

or to laugh. It all feels so meaningless. My life means nothing. I should have died a long time ago. But you gave me some happiness. A

thing I never felt. I am so grateful for all the joy you gave me. It kept the dark thoughts and the sadness at bay. But inevitably I lost.

I'm a coward till the end. I went to the store, but I couldn't buy rope. I stole a jump rope from a little girl. It's fucking pink. I

hope that you laugh before you cry. That I can give you a smile before you say goodbye to me. I know that you cared deeply for me. That

we were one. I have failed you as a lover and a partner. I sat in the garage with the door closed and the exhaust running, thinking of you

and stroking myself. I tried so many different things. I knew that the only way out was to kick the stool away and simply suffocate.

Regret would come I'm sure. But my misery has come to a close. And I'm gone now. You remain the most brilliant woman I have ever met and

put the rest to shame. It was always difficult for me to understand how I earned your love. A mystery I won't ever solve. I despise myself

and wish I had love to give to myself. I was never good for anyone. I was a waste and the world wll be better off without me. You will

forget about me and find another. I know you'll live a long and propserous life of wonder. Goodbye, I love you.

 

Oh baby. I knew you were so sad, but I never even told you.

All the times I lied to your face and fucked other people. You die thinking

I was faithful to you. There's cum on my lips from earlier. You deluded fool, I spread my legs for everyone. I was the town whore. I barely gave you anything. I wanted you to blow your brains out once I told you. Once you understood how I used you and fucked all your friends behind your back.

You're so right, you are nothing. But I won't forgive you. Your cock is still hard. I'm gonna fuck your corpse harder than I ever did you. You won't feel a thing. But I will. I'm gonna have the best orgasm of my life with your carcass. Your cock can still give me what I want. You don't get to get buried without making me come. Oh God, I would sext strangers at the dinner table. And I ate the neighbor's cock. A young stud just entering college.

Don't call it a suicide you selfish fuck, I drove you to this. I murdered you.

You just don't even know it. But this was my doing, baby. I hope you can see me in hell or wherever. I never loved you. I never cared.

You're just a toy. I broke you. Fuck how dare you fucking leave me. I had it all planned. The big reveal. Ruined. Oh god. This is so hot.

Lifeless and weak. All I ever wanted. Never needed to hear you talk or call me beautiful. Just shut the fuck up and let me use your cock.

Oh. What's wrong with me? A god damn necrophiliac nymphomaniac. I don't even care. It feels good. I might find a better corpse than yours.

Thanks for the orgasm, for once in your life. Or death rather. I guess you were more useful to me dead than alive. Go figure.