[F4A][F4NB][F4F][F4M] Aftercare [Rape][fsub][Ramblefap][Reassurance][Completely Serious]

 

Everything’s fine. Seriously.

Everything’s fine. Oh; oh. Everything’s fine. Everything's fine. Everything's fine. Oh. Everything's fine. Its perfect. It’s perfect here. Everything’s fine. 

Nothing that you heard happening to me happened to me. 

I promise. 

It's all fake. 

I swear to fucking god, on my mother's life, it's all fucking fake. Nothing happens, nothing happens, its nothing. Nothing's happening. It's fake it's for karma,  performances. Everything. 

(Look, look I’m really trying okay. You should just, oh, give me something? Give me something to say. Oh, it’s all--Yeah, yeah.)

Everything's fine. It’s all fantasy. 

Nothing happens. 

Not for real. 

I don’t make people kill people, I’m not killed every day. 

Oh god I know its not funny, I’m not laughing. 

I don’t want it, I don’t wanna be raped for this, promise, I don’t wanna get raped for this, um—I mean,

No no I don’t wanna get consensually fucked by you for this, please? Please? Ok I'm trying I'm trying it's Aftercare, I know it's meant--it's telling them that everything’s fine. Everything’s fine.

Yes. Please. Ow. Everything’s fine, nothings real, everyhting's fine. I wanted this. I wanted this. I wanted them to fuck me so hard that I’m bleeding, bleed everywhere. Please stop—I mean, don’t stop.

I’m sorry. I’m trying to be. Ow. It’s really fucking deep in me. I said, I said I’m trying to be loud--I’m trying to show. You are, you're hurting me, but you’re right, yes, yes, yes you’re right, it feels good. Please don’t kill me.

It’s all fake. Everything’s fake. I’m not being raped. I’m not. I’m not. I’m not. 

This is just an improv. Please? Ow, too hard. 

I know how much you like to hear me scream, so I made them do it.

****

It’s all fake. Fuck.

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